Monday, September 6, 2010

The Symbolic End to Summer - and the reality of my running career

It's Labor Day and while life returns to an ordered and more regimented pace tomorrow, it looks like the heat is sticking around for a bit. I am not excited at all. The heat has been a major contributing factor to me hating my morning workouts. The other issue is that I really hate running. There, I said it. I don't enjoy running. I thought if I could just set my mind on it and go for a goal I might finally break through some imaginary wall and like it. But I don't and I doubt that cooler weather is going to help me like it much more. I don't mind running intervals of 1-2 minutes and recovering with a minute of walking - but running for any distance is simply not enjoyable to me. In training for the 5K, I've made the 2 mile mark but hated every step after the 1/4 mile. I prefer the interval routine I found several years ago that helped me entertain the idea of running to begin with. At the time, running as much as 5 minutes was a big deal for me. Building up to the point where I run between 20-30 minutes in intervals was an accomplishment. It also gave me the confidence to register for a 5K a couple of years ago. I just thought it was time to push through and try running without the walking in between - but I really honestly hate it.
I will do the 5K in two weeks as I normally do; in run/walk intervals. However, this time I will embrace my personal reality and set goals that are appropriate for me as an interval runner - not a distance runner that hates what she is doing the whole time. There's no fun in that. And I do run happy when I know I am not running the whole way.

1 comment:

Amie V said...

i like the idea of running, but yeah, in practice, i'm with you. in short bursts it's great. but not consistently. =)